No, I do not think that it is. I have been there; I did not care about anything. I just wanted to be gone. I get to the point that nothing matters to me. I beleive that depression is at fault not the person who has tried or committed this dastardly deed. Everyone is sad when someone goes this way or any other way. And we should be. But remember this - depression is an illness - before we can help others over come this illness we need to understand it ourselves. Myself I don't get it. Why do I want to leave? Don't know.

All we can do at this time is try to help others with our illness or any other illnesses for that matter. So I guess, I think death is selfish - it takes away time we should be able to have with the deceased.