He claims to be Christian and about two years ago, he strangled me until I almost passed out to get a "demon to leave me."

No wonder I'm so effed up. I felt like saying, you probably effed me up worse than my genetics did.

He told my Mom I chose to lay around and be mentally ill, and it's just a way to not have responsibility. I can't believe someone would judge me over a mental illness that ONE PYSCHIATRIST AND ONE PYSCHOLOGIST BOTH confirmed that I have. Like it's my effing fault I'm bipolar. I'm sorry my brain is not right. I'm sorry I'm crazy. I'm sorry I was born.

Sorry - sorry - sorry.