I know how you feel Sweetie. My voices tell me things like that all the time. I know it makes depression and negative feelings harder to deal with. It sucks. But I've been convinced that what the voices say are the opposite of truth even though sometimes I can't see that. It's so true, they are liars. Their job in life is to screw with our brains. You can do anything you want to do. Don't give up.

I must ask, are you on any antipsychotic meds? And are they helping control your symptoms at all? If not you may want to talk to your doc about this. He can help quiet the voices and make you feel better. Just remember in the meantime that they are liars and that you are worth it. I don't even know you and I love you and want you to live. The voices have no true power over you. They may seem overwhelming but in the end they are nothing more than voices. Please just continue to fight this and try because you are worth it and you can do anything if you just try.