Chandler, thanks for checking in with us. You have been in my thoughts. I am really glad you are starting to receive help. And ya, hey lucky, to get to use a computer! I wasn't even allowed to have my cell phone. That's cool.
Roadie has good advice on talking to t's. Plus getting released is some good motivation to talk I think. I hope Zyprexa works good for you. Just keep working on you! We are all here rooting for you!!