Hi all,

Im not really sure if this is the right place to be posting this but seeing as most of my symptoms are as a result of BPD i thought this would be a good place to start.

Basically i just wanted to know if others are currently feeling or have felt similar to how i feel right now...for a while ive been feeling rather peculiar, sort of 'shut down,' or 'disconnected.'

Nothing quite reaches me anymore, i feel as though im stuck behind a barrier...nothing stimulates or provokes me anymore. Its not quite a numbness but i certainly feel as though im in some sort of haze. Its like things have reached a natural conclusion...like my life is ready to end. I feel no desire to maintain relationships, to travel, to start a family, to do...what i guess i normally would want to do. I know a certain amount of effort on my part is required in order to change things and pull myself out of this but its like i don't even...care? I dunno, im probably not making a lot of sense, i don't necessarily want to die but im not happy living either. Perhaps im just stuck in a rut and its a phase that will pass, but i guess im just interested to see whether others relate to this to an extent and how its affected them?

Thanks in advance.