"Being a Heartless ***** is never easy. What made you think choosing the path of self-determination was going to be the easy one? This is going to be painful for you. It isn't all about spewing poisoned pen notes about your victimized past,today and tomorrow. sure THAT is easy. What's hard is building a life, and changing yourself. Not them. You. Have. To. Change."

--Auntie Dote

whoa............this is heavy duty and i think it's true. it's hard as hell to build a good life and change myself. not them. me. i. have. to. change. i own my depression and work towards positive ways to change it. not dwell on what was, is and could be. it's what i'm doing, right now, that will make a difference for me tomorrow.
a huge meal for thought. xoxo p