Dear T,

I feel so embarrassed about being embarrassed!! I know you understand and said you're going to help me, but I feel so yucky. Besides that, I felt those "too good" feelings at the end of the session when I looked at you. I don't think I've looked at you for weeks!! I am in love with your eyes and your smile. At least today I was. I don't want to be back to those feelings. I thought they were gone, but they aren't.

So, there is the yucky stuff I'm trying to work through and am stuck with, and then there's the feelings about you. I can't do it! I just can't...... I don't want to love you but I do.

Love,
Rainbow