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Old Feb 22, 2012, 04:55 AM
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About a week ago, in a fit of panic and fear, I broke something. I knew at the time that it was not wise to break it, but I also knew the urgency of my emotions would not allow me to do nothing. This particular object was contributing, at the time, to a portion of my stress and panic. there was no "OFF" button that I could find at the time. That being the case, I tried to unplug it. I could not get it out of the wall! I swear. So, I instead got scissors and cut the damn wire. I am mechanically challenged, so after the stress subsided and I reflected on what I had done, I regretted it. Still, I did not beat myself up about it, because I knew I did the best I could in the moment. Tonight, I found the power supply thingy and pieces of wire that I cut. With being mechanically challenged, I did not know if I could restore it to working condition. But I DID IT! I am so happy that a week ago I was able to take care of my panic in that moment and even more proud that tonight I was able to repair the physical damage that I caused. YAY me.