I have a question for the community.

I was in the hospital for 3 weeks and just got out yesterday. I have borderline personality disorder and had been having some not so pleasant thoughts. Anyway.....my boyfriend of a year and half told my parents that he wasn't going to call me or come see me until "I got better". I realize that is subjective and don't know if I'll ever totally be better but anyway my question is....how do I respond to this. I'd like to do a kick to the head but that would only hurt my foot due to his hard head.

I talked to him last night after I got home and he said now let's not have this happen again...what happens if it does? There are times that I have a really hard time controlling what my brain does and it was a lot safer for me to be there. Granted now my outlook on life is great and yes I am happy but what happens if it all comes crashing down again. I am very scared to lose him because I love him but on the other hand if he's going to be this way towards my mental illness maybe we shouldn't be together. I guess I'm just one very confused person.

Any suggestions on what I should do would be greatly appreciated.

Don't Blame me I just do what the Voices Tell me to do