Dear T
I am on the way to the day clinic outpatient program again. I am late again. And wish i were more honest overall...
I hate the program. Hate it hate it HATE IT!!
I hate that i am there and HATE ME so much for having screwed up so much that i have to go to this program. I am a mess and a ****ing horrible waste! And hate that i am just polluting the peace with my presence! AAARRGGG!!! These words and emoticons/smileys are not enough...i hate me and am just really mad at me right now...
~notablackbarbie's name...