Thread: So tired
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Old May 19, 2006, 10:27 AM
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Thanks for the encouragement everyone.

I just get overwhelmed sometimes when I realize I have to go through this and be on this oral chemo crap for the rest of my life, unless they find a cure. The only cure now is a bone marrow transplant. There are times when I just go about my life and all is well. Then there are times when this "hits" me and I'm a mess. The PTSD just feeds the fear.

My Dr. was a little gruff with me because I missed a blood test. One silly blood test. The first one I missed in almost four years now.

Got the whole "importance" of monitoring my counts speech, especially because the results are all wacky again.

Just feeling sorry for myself, I guess.