Well, its 11:27 am and I still cant sleep. Been up since 1pm yesterday. Worked out at the gym too today. Eyes are a bit tired, but my mind cant settle.

I got more than usual accomplished at the gym and all last night - configured a new server, polished my website, posted on like seven boards..

I am full of the ideas. And I suppose other than feeling edgy and I cant stop moving ( I have the foot jiggles and the arm taps :P) I do feel pretty darn good. I even walked down to the plaza at seven with my roomate and contemplated on going for a run. It does feel like my thoughts are a bit fast. Im cranky at times too, like I get these sudden frustrations and I feel like lashing out at hitting something(in fact I got mad at stubbing my toe the other day and pounded on the wall a little

thing is, I DONT get angry. Angry is not like me, at all.

and this is how the last week and half has been - cant sleep up until next afternoon or evening, pass out, sleep 4-6 hours, rinse lather repeat.

Also getting some *cough* rather racy thoughts and feelings (can I say that on here lol ) which, the thing is, is not like me at all! Im usually very restrained except for one person, even then im quite restrained but lately I have been entertaining ideas of.. well, you know. lol Im kind of embarassed but I trust you guys and know that alot of times you know better than I do.

impulsivitys def up. I will be doing something and then just drop it and start something else before I even realize ive dropped the first thing.

Strong, vivid, colourful dreams, but thats nothing new.

I seem to be in good humor, so part of me wants to say, well your fine.. but the lack of sleep is killing me. I may go and get a refill of my clonazepams today just because this has been happening for so long and I might fall over with lack of sleep otherwise.

God.

but then I dont know, Im newly bipolar with hypomania ( dont THINK ive been truly manic but you never know)I fear this is the start of something. Whatcha think?