My 3 pregnancies were hard. Premature labor. Bed rest. I delivered on time but I don't ever want to be pregnant again. I wasn't diagnosed until 5 years after my youngest was born. My kids are worth it. And I know how it is to really want kids. I'd get a very good plan and know it may be a very bumpy ride. I had pregnancy depression and post partum depression with all 3. (I'm bp 1 too) I had hallucinations after my 2nd and 3rd were born but I wasn't diagnosed so they dismissed it. Mostly, my moods were intense as happens with normal pregnancies but I'd worry that yours could get worse. It was hard enough as it was on Zoloft for me. I can only imagine my moods now not on lithium or Zyprexa.