My friend went into a hospital for SI about a month ago. I know that he was scared and didn't want to go. but he also knew that if he didn't go his SI would get worse. My friend and I both go to the same college and he got put on a medical release for as long as he needed. He took off two weeks to stay in the hospital and got some rest. He ended up being able to make up all the work, quizes, and test that he missed. all of the prof were very understanding. I don't know if i have helped you any but if you think this place might be better for you or help you any way you might want to consider. My friend has not cut himself for 19 days and i am very proud of him. I hope things get better and if you ever need anything there is always someone who will listen.
~Collegefriend