I have alot of issues. I'm scared to be alone and of commitment, my best friend yells at me alot, and i don't eat right. I have been to a Dr. and i have meds that are supposed to make me happy, but I don't think they work. i'll just tell u guys some of the stuff and maybe u can help me.....
as far as the commitment problems. every relationship i'm in ends badly. i get so scared to fall in love, but then i'm so scared to be along. so one day i'm really clingy and the next day i'm like Watch Out.... independance..it doesn't make things very easy. i want to keep people in my life, but i seem to scare them alot.
the best friend is a HUGE issue with me. she loves me i know, but she is always yelling. we fight all the time and she tells me that she is sick of me being depressed all the time and that she can not take being a support wall all the time. i don't blame her, like i said i'm clingy. she hurts me so much when she yells and i cry alot because of it, which in turn makes her mad that i'm crying. she's been there for alot of things and i need her in my life, but i can't take the yelling?
my eating habits are horrid. if i eat once a day it's a miracle. i loose weight really rapidly and am dizzy alot. i don't think i'm anorexic, but it's like a power thing with me. i let myself get so upset about the things in my life that, i convince myself eating is useless. i have a super sensitive stomach and alot of food i do not like, so i seem to vomit alot, not purposly, but because my stomach is so sensitve and i get so worked up. i need help!
i'm sorry this is so long, but i'm praying someone helps.....even if it's just w/ one issue...i'd be go greatful
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