This is an issue I face also..possibly becoming too dependent on my T and all the history and disclosures seem too many to entrust to one person. Although we have not yet discussed ending therapy, we are down to once a month.

Loyalty and trust have recently been challenged in our therapeutic relationship because of administrative failures. I'm ready to move on and pick up if necessary in the future. I want T to end on an up note. I think I've become dependent on the routine.
I need to spread my wings, exercise power and conquer my fears.