**** warning might trigger****I think im just going through a bad patch and i really miss my T i cant afford who "got" me. I just want to sit down and cry bit dont have the time. I'll make an appt with a pdoc see if i can get some clarity. Thanks for all the input. I'm afraid of schizophrenia dx
because my mom has it and she tried to kill me my brother sister our dads , her new husband . She is really mean and evil because of her illness. I dont want to be like that. But some of her violence i think happened after an open head injury too. Think it may have damaged part of her brain, and of course she was also abused. In fact, her abuser, her dad, gave her injury when he threw her off cliff.