T,

After our last appointment, even reaching out a tiny bit, by sending you the text you told me to send, asking for a particular appointment time next week, was hard. Well, it became hard after not hearing anything back 24 hours later. What we talked about was so exposing, so shameful...so hard and now I feel like I'm left hanging. All I needed to hear was that you could see me next week. Maybe I should go away quietly. Maybe it's the right time. Maybe I shared too much. I've lost my favourite day and now I'm hanging, waiting, wondering.