yep - and my gendoc even managed to get me to a FEMALE PDOC!!!
I was so so terrified of having to go to a man(no offence to any males here - I just have alot of nevousness around older males)

I left a message confirming my appointment yesterday. She sounded nice!

Thank you caroline. I am having trouble identifying who to trust and listen to in the best interests of us. Its hard to determine who is being real and who is just wanting to see because its a "freaky"

Well, yeah it can be freaky but its also a part of who I am.. and I dont want to be treated like a freak show. besides, whats wrong with having others? I mean sometimes i get to feeling bad about it, but then others i think, you know, I really have quite a rich experience because of it and im very unique. ITs not bad. Its just different, a different way of coping with my environment.

Some might even say we are special

Sorry, that ended up being a rant lol.