I was worried about seeing a male T, but it is working out well. But I do understand your anxiety.

I'm not sure T's see it in terms of being freaky; I think the best of them recognise it as an issue which needs certain understanding and acceptance. I don't feel my T and I have actually done much on the Dissociation, but I know he accepts it as part of me. It's just we're busy working on the things that underlie it all.

It's great that you see it as a rich experience. I cans ee how. I think the ability to connect with those other parts but still remain outside to some extent can give a very different perspective. But I feel too mixed up, confused and low to deal properly with that aspect of me right now.

C