What I’m going through is really hard to explain. I’m 28 years old and at this point I feel like ending my life, I hate everything that my life represents. I feel so worthless. I have given up on my faith and my God (which is tearing me apart). I feel as if things will never get any better. It takes a lot out of me to make it through the day. I’m at the end of my rope. My problem may seem small compared to what someone else is going through but it hurts a lot. I’ve read some of your post and some of you are having problems in your relationships or you are getting a divorce but at least you had loved this person at some point. You know what it feels like to love and be loved. You see I’ve never been in a serious relationship and at 28 that is pretty pathetic. I have given up hope of ever finding that special someone, getting married or having children. Everyone around me seems so happy with their boyfriends, husband or family. I am sick of people pitying me. I’m sick of people making jokes about me never being in a relationship (a virgin). I feel so stupid telling this to you guys. If my family and friends ever knew I wrote to you it would be a big joke to them. Yes, I am an attractive person (people seem to think so). I have tried to establish a relationship with guys but I guess my personality sucks or I’m just doing something wrong. Anyway, I just wanted to tell someone how I felt. It’s hard talking to me family and friends about this.