A young man is vital, healthy, strong, potent to makes babies, procreating is not only an instinct of the male species. A 20 year old male would have been plenty of experienced to be a hunter and gatherer, he would have started learning skills very young. Life span would have been a lot shorter and a 40 year old man would have been near then end of the line. That's my opinion.

There is a really good saying... " If you always do what you've always done, you'll always get what you always got, and you'll always feel what you always felt "

At some point I guess, you will hopefully get sick and tired enough of being sick and tired of being sick and tired. See it's the same thing over and over, and until you do something that will just keep playing on repeat.

Depression speaks loudly and it lies to us. Is it you talking about yourself, or is it depression lying to you? Depression tells you lies about other people too “You’re so unimportant that no one cares.” And depression lies to us by using absolutes that are not "absolutely true." An absolute is a word like: always, never, nothing, nobody, everyone, everything…

You're smart, you know what we're saying, Just no one wants to see you continue to be depressed, not feeling any worth. Strangers on the internet can even see you have worth, I wish you could see it too. We can't make you see it though, trust me I would if I could. You are young, smart, you obviously have creativity, and I am sure a whole slew of other good qualities, you have your whole life ahead of you still.



Anyways just something to think about.