When I no longer have time in my "real time" life to be here. I have to spend all of my time packing up both my mothers home & my home in order to move. If I don't have both homes sold within the next 6 months, I will have NO money to live on at all. When I realized that I only have a few thousand dollars left to live on, I realized that the only thing I can focus on now is packing up both homes & getting things settled. I don't even have time to ride my horse or spend time training my yearling.

To be honest, I am truely afraid that I will not make the deadline. I have gone through so much money & my migraine meds cost so much even now with prescription coverage. I am constantly having anxiety attacks which only harm me rather than help me do all the work that is ahead of me.

It isn't a matter of being ready to be done, it is a matter of necessity.

Debbie