Thanks BuggsBunny. I did go to another state for a weekend with just my son. Our cell phones did not work very well up there so it was truly a vacation away from K. We did have a good time and felt so much more relaxed. On the way home, I could feel the tension coming back the closer we got to the house. I was determined to leave then and had plans to leave that coming weekend. But then I caved when I talked to K about it. I think if I am going to leave, it will have to be a last minute thing without telling anyone.