Glad to hear you have computer access, chandler, and look forward to hearing how it's going when you get the chance and inclination to write about it.
So behave yourself to keep that computer time! Which, as I understand it, involves talking to the T. So do. I'm not so hot on it either -- good in talking about some things, not about others, even knowing full well I probably should. Maybe it will help to think of the fact that you are there very much working towards a goal, so might as well avail yourself of all the things to reach it. Wishing you well!