i have been told that i am co -dependant.
make a long story short i fell in love with a heroin addict.
our relationship was based on her lying. I didn't know she was a user
for 6 months. after a short time maybe a month (August) she admitted to be hooked on pills. It was untill december that she admited it was heroin not pills. During these months I tried desperatly to help her, money , lies,
stealing from me, you name it, I went thru it.Sad but thru all this I believe
seeing thru into the person she really is at glimpses I believe she truly loves me, wants to be normal ect. We lived together for 2 months, dec and jan.
I threw her out because i couldnt take her problems any more, rehab wasnt happening fast enough.
She has been off heroin for 8 days looks great but today she cover f'ed up.
I found out she got ahold of zanex and is probably taking more methadone
than the 3 a day she was perscribbed.
I have been nmb emotionally toward her and dont feel the love for her.
now its more like pity,
She calls me tonight she has no where to go, stay she got kicked out of her friends house and im the only alternative or its jail or shelter.
iam not going to get her in spite of her situation or tears.
i feel terrible.