Indianman, I feel stronger attractions toward women and I have lived most of my adult life as a heterosexual. Before marriage as a teenager and young man, I had some experimentation with other teenagers and an older man. As a young teenager, friends and I would mutually masturbate. In college, I was interested in a friend's genitalia that I found very attractive, but he rejected me with unhappy consequences. I also gave oral to a roomate who was drunk and passed out. I also received oral sex from an older man who was bisexual; I did not do oral on him. Since then, I have had no other experiences with men. I really like to look at pictures of nicely formed and large genitalia. But, I am not attracted to men romantically, i.e. falling in love with another man. I would just like the sex.