Thanks everyone.

I still dont know if i have a drinking problem or if the meds are making me loopy when i drink(effexor) since the problems I experience while drunk have only happened while on effexor. I figure though, it is worth it to go and give it a shot. Worse comes to worse, ill learn something anyways.

the good thing is i dont feel the need to keep drinking, like I dont feel compelled to drink all the time. I just have been having a tendancy to get very upset and crying and also triggering my dissociation when I drink ever since the effexor.

Ah, who knows? Maybe? I duno.