My last relationship ended in her cheating on me. It's not the first time this happen to me. My heart was broken. I still think of her. I met her when I was 31 and she was 19 years old but a old school women. Very mature. She got married very very young. She was raised in the island of Puerto Rico. We are both Puerto Ricans but I was raised in New York. When our eyes met it was love. I read it and so did she. She had a son same age as my son. She was going through a divorce at the time. I felt so good with her and she felt the same. She eventually cheated with her ex. I haven't dated since and don't think I even know what to say. I feel so lost with women. My son thought I was gay. lol. If I was that would be fine though. I have a pen-pal but she is on the west coast. I feel intimidated by women. Not because Im ugly. Not that that would matter but I just go into panic mode...lol...Anyway Im babbling again. Thanks, Peter