Hello Emre, I have had ED for years. Tried Viagra and Cialis with mixed results, then they faded away into the horizon. Urologist prescribed a vacuum pump which produced a very usable erection, however it began also to make a hernia-like bubble on the bottom of my penis, so I stopped using it. If you have libido issues, try testosterone. It worked for me; I was so horney I was going crazy. But, it did not help my ED. I would very definitely talk to a therapist about it if I were you. I have been looking for one myself. There is no need to be shy with counselling professionals. They hear this stuff all the time. Let it all hang out. I will when I find a therapist. I never hold back anything when talking to doctors or counsellors. You have my sympathies. Good luck!