lagurl, i hear ya. It DOES get hard now that we aren't in school and stuff. I never thought I'd be in this position, you know? I feel like I'm pretty outgoing...it shouldn't be this difficult, you know?

Crew - Thx. I actually am on chat now - we'll see. I don't want to get sucked in, in a sense, you know? I am scared that I'll alienate myself and become even more of a loner than I already am. You know? Plus, it's a risk putting yourself out there. I guess I already did it with signing up and posting on the bulletin board...so what's the difference. Right?