last night was rough!

Yaya has her next appointment with her psychiatrist today at 1:00 and when I got home from work I found out that she and her dad had decided to cancel it. He said that after she left her therapist, she told him that she didn't like her psychiatrist and didn't want to go today so he let her cancel. I argued that he (the psychiatrist) was the only one who could adjust her meds so that she should keep her appointment while I found someone else who would take her insurance. I won't bore you with all the details but the end result was that Yaya ended up in tears in her dad's arms and wanted nothing to do with me. I tried to explain that I loved her and just wanted to do what was best for her, but to no avail...she just doesn't want to go back and I've been calling around all morning and the only doctor who will take her can't fit her in until April. She and my hubby really believe that they can keep her on the same levels of Lexapro and Zyprexa forever although she does admit that although she feels better than she did in January, she still feels really bad.

I really need
a) some advice from you guys and
b) some insight into what could be going through my daughter's mind right now so that I can figure out the best thing to do.

Thanks

Paige

...you are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars
you have a right to be here...