I do that too BorderlineBrittany. I will post often and then just get so depressed that I just lie in bed. Or sometimes, I will not come to PC for a week or so because I am doing other things... and then something yucky happens and I know I am sinking into the hell of BPD and I will come on PC as if it were my lifeline. Sometimes it is my lifeline. I really appreciate all you folks on the BPD forum. Thanks for being here.