.....well as predicted I am sober on the weekend.
despite it being ridiculous and unnecassry to plan that kind of thing even though it's a great idea for an alcoholic...like me....to be sober that is!

and it's not just an idea today...it's an event.

...today in Aussie land where I was, it hit 104 degrees (we do celsius but I am considering most of the USA people)...bloody hot and dry. Very uncomfortable...and I was so tempted to drink....it had been several hot days now...my head was not at it's best anyway....I was going mad inside the house by myself as usual....
didn't have much trouble passing the thought but it still arrived.

...and my third AA meeting last night was total crap for me as well?
I just really don't like being in groups of people....I am uncomfortable wherever I go....(too bad!) I've been around AA for 13 years and it's happened before also...that when alcohol is the only subject for 90 minutes....it's un-helpful at times.

stuff it, I will keep at it.