I don't want to see you anymore. for weeks now I haven't really been turning up. I'm there physically but all my answers are automatic. I don't remember any of the sessions.

there is so much going on for me that I can't even start to bring up. so what's the point? I'm only in the program for my mum, so she can have some hope for a while that I'll get better.

there's so much to tell you. but I can't.