I should also add, and this sounds ridiculous. But for some reason I have feelings that it is wrong to think of a woman sexually. There was a girl of my age that I knew quite well and I thought she was very attractive but I thought it was wrong to think of her sexually. I had a lot of respect for her because she was a really nice person, but, I couldn't bring myself to think of her sexually. Like I said it sounds utterly ridiculous but I wonder if this is part of my problem.