Hi Madmac
Welcome to da site. We're all struggling here with one thing or another, so you aint alone my friend. I often wonder how long i'll be sufferin from depression- I'm sorry to hear that it has been such a huge part of your life thus far. Hugs going out your way. i hope you can find people that you trust enough to express yourself with. I hope that you get better and find what you need in life.

Love Sezzie