Recently in therapy I've realized after six years I have other parts to me. They feel separate. One is rageful and has come out in therapy and been accusatory towards my therapist over certain decisions or mistakes made on his end that have had me spinning.

He's told me that the rageful part named michael should not be given a voice. I told him then the anger gets turned on me. Twice now he's said go and get a second opinion then and once recently said during a heated exchange that I can leave if I want to and he won't care. That hurts me the most.

Is he talking to michael or me? Is this a technique or am I right he's sick of me and my complexity. I am suffering mentally, going through medictions changes that make me worse, he agrees I need to leave work, he'll do the disability forms but then at the same time, as early as yesterday told me to get a second opinion on something I said but have forgotten.

I am a mess physically recently suffered a pulmonary embolism and he knows this. On the other hand he has dealt with me for six years and put up with a lot from me. I'm scared about having what he calls incomplete personalities not full blown alters. How do I fix this with him? Do your therapists say stuff like this to any of you?