i am fighting the depression of packing up all this stuff. making choices about selling really dear possessions that i don't need anymore. but i WANT them.

help me through this process. it's killing me.

plus the immune system problem is killing me and i want to wallow in that.

i feel so tired and lackluster today. i have to work from 1 til 10........don't let me wallow, whine or *****.

or did i just do that?

the dearest customers are causing me the most misery. since i'm moving, they all want something special framed by me..between this past week and next Friday. sure is a good damned thing that i'm "certified"

......and i may need those psych meds that i have the certification for in Texas. love, big time, pat/ethel/and her demons