My husband and I met online so I think he has some fear that I will meet someone else online and leave him. I have been up later than usual lately and he has been going to bed. I surf the web a little and find interesting stuff on Norway, news, health issues and of course come on here to check stuff out. He just woke up and came out of the bedroom. I went to give him a hug because I was out with my friend visiting and it got a little late. He seemed irritated so I asked him if he was mad. He told me that if my life was so bad and I need to take take so much interest in being online again that I should think about it and do whatever it isI need to do. I know him and things he said before and he means that if I am looking for online love than I should leave him and get on with it. What an idiot. I wasn't looking for online love when I met him. It was completely by accident and I wasn't into chatting. I thought I found love and look what it got me. I would have to be mad to use the net to find my next relationship. I am just really irritated. I told him about this forum and that it has helped me alot. He never askes me what I am doing online but he knows that I look up news and medical stuff cause I am always telling him some new fact or medical info. Good grief, I just want to scream.
Heidu
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