Hi Sabrina, We don't know one another as I have not been posting much just kinda lurking. But your pain was matcfhing exactly how I feel at this moment. And I only have a few hours... go figure.
The town we live in is celebrating some kind of Norway holiday, huge parade right now outside my window and I know he is probably just across the street watching it himself ( he had to work) but the lonliness I feel is extreme... it seems like the whole world is partying and here I sit, cranking the radio just so I can't hear the fun....I am glad that you are holding on and sorry I rambled I guess I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone with this kind of feeling.