Boy do i know that feeling. I bought that new bra a couple of weeks ago. I have gained 56 pounds but it may as well be 256 or whateever..... I was always very thin and now wellllllllllllllllllll, even my husband finds me unattractive. He goes for the boyish type figures, like I had. I don't look in a mirror unless I absolutely have to, which is not often, thank goodness. Maybe this doesn't seem like much too some, but I never had this much weight even while pregnant. I can't deal with it and dieting doesn't work, heck i don't even have an appetite. Something really wrong with metabolism and stuff but haven't found and endocronologist yet in my area that takes my SSI this so suxxxxxxxx. My heart understands and crys with you, Hugs Sabrina