Hmmm - I guess you have said a couple of things that I can't talk about right now.

I know the feeling of not living and just existing though. It is very painful, and I am so sorry you are going through this right now.

We might never know ... just what it is ... we should do for ourselves ...but I guess that is why we come to places like this ... to try and find understanding and support.

I do care .. please PM if you feel up to it. My thoughts are with you.