I have talked with her about a lot of things. Even that of having uncomfortable feelings about her. I did admit that to her last year. Yes, I did tell her they were of a sexual nature at times. I don't feel love for her, though. It is all attraction and the 'erotic' thoughts at times. I don't know that I could ever talk with her about that again. I just can't.

I am sure that she would tell me that it is not that surprising that I have these feelings given the issues I am facing in therapy. Talking with her about unfulfillment in my RL and how much I feel cheated that I don't have an intimate relationship is a huge part of our discussions. I would definitely feel better if I had someone to talk to about these erotic feelings and emotions. I just can't talk about it with her since she is the one I have those thoughts and feelings about!