MKAC, we can go back because it's our Ts JOB to help us with whatever we bring in, and it's not TMI for them. I have the same problem. I can't stand it that she knows what she knows about me, and she sees what she sees. I want to hide from her!! But I know I will go back because she accepts me and I want to get better. If you tell your T how embarrassed you are, he will reassure you that it's all right. You may have to ask for reassurance again and again. That's how we can go back.