My Dear Friend.... I feel your pain and I understand it.... May I ask? - What is it that YOU are fearing / scared of while he is away, far from you and your sight.... I ask for I was once where you are at now and I had to learn to not FEAR, that he loved me no matter what and that he desired no other over me.
((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS )))))))
Remember that all inner feelings (ones that leave us sick from with in) are controlled by what we think and believe to be true.... rather it is true or not.
LoVe,
Rhapsody -