Thanks for the clarification. I would bet they were angry for what happened. Sounds like you were able to work through it though.

I can't think of a specific incident because he has never said he was angry with me, but I'm pretty certain my suicide attempts caused him a great deal of grief, anger, fear, and mostly frustration. I do hear from him about his frustration on a fairly regular basis, often communicated humorously, but sometimes quite seriously.