I have worked with first year students in college and often encouraged them to talk to their advisor or someone in counseling services. Colleges and universities usually provide full time counselors for students to utilize. A lot of students go there to get support during stressful times during the semester, or to vent, or to talk about more serious stuff. It's totally optional, but I found it can be very helpful. They might have some insight into why things are going rough for you right now. Maybe you can't see it, but they might be able to help id it? It's 100% confidential right now, too.

Hang in there..and try and reach out for help...there are a lot of people who want you to succeed and are there to help.