My life is full of bad stuff that keeps happening and happening... did not get much sleep, but what else is new... Did my morning routine.... Got a phone call from the Nursing Home....my mother was not doing well Blood Pressure is 280/117 .... nothing seemed to be working...... she was transported to the hospital. ....It seems like I never get a break......I stay just a bundle of nerves....my heart beats so fast I can't stand the pain.....of it all ..... today i feel like I want to go away and stay..... Mom is in guarded condition.....let's see what the next 24 hours will bring.......I am drowning in my own fears and tears...