I think I snapped my friend's last nerve telling her about my situation. But for every person who says he or she is too sick to work, all I can think is my work makes me sick. Every day I go to work I am thrust into a situation where I have to pretend the weird, strange behavior of my boss and coworker isn't weird and strange. This is a major trigger for me because I grew up in a household with one parent with raging uncontrolled mental illness and another parent who was absent most of the time. And I had to pretend everything was normal. I'm trying to get another job. But I feel so 'shell-shocked' I'm afraid any job I go to will be even worse. I take an anti-depressant but it barely puts a dent in my depression.